I cant beleive how easyly things can go from ok to bad, but i shouldnt be surprice , this always happens to me. i wish i can go away but of course that can never happen, the only thing I can do is confront it even if it has to be with my parents. my dad has become the worst man i have ever have to deal with. I wish i can say i hate him in a way i think i do but he is my father. I wish he would just leave me my mom alone and let her live her life so she can be happy but he doesnt want anyone happy. he has destroy my mom's life and he is working on mine. I just hope he is punish for everything he has done to us because then there is really no justice in this world.

preatty soon I will be all alone, to just depend on me and no one else.